I miss him...

i miss my FAREEL wah bnarnya..ganya aku na mau kcau ea lu aku na mau ea stress bout msalah kami..huhu..cinta harus berkorban!
Anyway what happen at school today??
Tadi aku kana suruh ke staff B jumpa teacher Roslinawati..aku pkir pasal apa rupanya bergambar untk school magazine suspen bnar eh takut dah saya tu...then after break kami da kinda test Quran x tu not sure bout that..then apa g ada ah? Ohs lupa tyme bm aku,mmyn n eqaa menyeluru sum1 aha..bodoh kami uh..al-kisah nda kaja lah tu..then blik ill wait for my mum lah to ambl saya balik..then we went to Teguh Raya guess saya jumpa sapa? I saw, awing and liyana..my mum bli novel and brang untk sungkai..saya tau ikut ja..

Afternoon-
Aku tkajut my dad tu blik awal then usual bh..upanya ea kan bwa kami kebandar g..so, kami prepare..aku simple ja pkai bju yg strips and jeans..

On the way-
Aku bca buku *the vampires diaries* kinda interesting story..aku lyke ceta yg ada related with vampire..then mataku makin layu dh so,i decided to sleep lah sekajap..konon for 15 mins ja upanya lbh..sampai kdai bru th saya bngun..ish3..naleh hantap saya bh..

Soon Lee Megamart-
Beli baju untuk adik saya yg bungsu uh..my dad bli bju kaja jua..then dh siap we went to

Stadium Hassanal Bolkiah Berakas-
Kami beli juadah berbuka puasa dsna mcam2 bh we bought..such as
1. Cendol madewa
2. Ayam golek
3. Kuih muih
4. Nasi campur
5. Tebu
Maklum lah kan liur puasa ane ada2 saja kan dmakan bh..spent time sna about 30mins ramai org yaw!and guess g sapa saya jumpa? My cousin! Aha meriuh bh trus!then kami pun balik..cus krg saya tusyen lagi
Bah krang g saya update..

* I MISS FAREEL TRULY DAMN MUCHIE*

Hmpph...cry again and again..

I dont know..that's the word came out first in my heart..again i'll cry because of him..i'll try my best to understand him..f nda kenapa i let my crdt run out just to call him..why?? Entah eh i dont undrstand my life now! Its like nada orang kan pham rasaku ane cna..durang tau..marah aku,tuduh aku..eatah saja tu..aku nie ngalih dh kan bekelaie! I let myself quite bcus aku nda mau kelaie! That's it! Bukan aku kan buat urg marah ganya aku nda mau kelaie! Atu saja! P nada jua urang pham aku! Ntah eh sapakah yg pham aku? Macam nda kana sayang ada jua diri ane..sampai kana tuduh..nda kana caya ada jua rasanya..ntah lah..ane kali lumrah kehidupan ku..aku taulah aku ne buduh! Teluan buduh! Palui nya ampir kan gila! Aku sedar sapa diri ku! Aku bukan mcam bni2 lain lawa atu nda..baik apath lagi! Huh! Bek pulang ku mati daripada ku hdup! Nda jua kana sayang! Buduh! Banci dah ku diri ku ane! Aku nda kenal sapa aku! Ntah jelama jenis apakah aku ane! Dah tah eh! Malas ku update g!

Hmm,.i've being blame by him..

Yesterday..28.08.09 my beh operate..on the same day aku busy jua ada makan2 dirumah..actually before pukul 8 before ea operate..p aku ada kaja kana suruh buat..itu ini lah..its just like a maid..huh~then i've just gt time when ea operate dah..should be im the one yg salah?? Then, dah my cousin semua balik aku msuk blik at that time my adik lum tdo..dah ea tdo..i'll cry till i fell asleep..then kemarin aku mc and msg nda respon..then tadi pagi, ada ea msg..ea macam marah arah ku..bt then nw ea na reply my msg,huh~ i dont kn0w what to do..i just wanna cry again..my tears easily fall nw..my heart full with sadness..no one ever understand what in my heart..aku smpan dlm hati ja semua..mlas ku kn luah kan BUT now i did..it's because aku dah na tahan smpan dlm hati dh..berat dah rasanya..no one didn't understand me n my feeling..and now drop by drop of my tears goes down to the earth..with a big hope that he kn0w my feeling..

Oh My God! Kekanyangan

Hey guys,tadi kami makan pt my cousin punya mama punya restaurant..ea blanja..then, dh sungkai, i ate only mee na selera kan mkn nasi bh..tapi yg penting aku banyak minum! Amazing! Haha..then my cuzen bgi me buku wa..
1> the vampire diaries
2> aku mahu saiz *s* mcm sngaja ja..
Then kami kekadai kajap bli brg untk esuk ah..punyalah ramai urg shopping di giant tadi pnjang queue rasakan btamu gg ja nda bh..

Then, when i reached home*abis dh angkat brg* ada msg frm my beh fareel..3 mc frm my beh jua..then aku buka inbox nya..ea said ea time anie dhosptal! *aku tkajut tyme baca* and ea tadi tyme kana bngunkan na mau bngun uh..

Pastu ea ada tpun aku..x i asked him how come buleh jadi miatu?? Then ea gtau ea stress ea minum ubt selesma one bottle..panadol 2 box which contain 30 biji *p/s ; beh next time dont do that again* f stres pun ceta lah pt by..at least ilang dkit stres tu wah..ane bgi ingau saja bh eh..ingat by na ingau ka?

Bh saya kan tidur mengantok dh ecuk g awal bngun uh mama suruh..k tata kamu!

P/s i love FAREEL

The day I cry because of you!

i never want us to fight just for a very small,stupid things..BUT it always happen when i tried to avoid it from happening.. I dont know why this such things always happen between us?? I know you didn't know yet how much my love to you..if there's a star can u count it? Of course NOT and my love to you is MORE than the star above the clear dark sky.. Im the moon approaching the star,spill my love in an open sky..then strom come because of small thing *nda ku tau apa yg ku buat cus i was crying now*huh~ I was hoping that if u read this you might understand how much and big my love to you FAREEL 1912..you always think that i'm not trying to protect ur feeling..you are totally WRONG! Im here always think how can i do something that make you happy? But what u did? U mad at me..huh~ and what i can do? Be patient.. everything yg aku tulis dsni might hurt someone's feeling but this is the fact that i've been through..and i didn't tell you cus i love you fareel!

Speeding :D

a girl and a guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle

Girl: slow down,im scared!

Guy: no,this is fun

Girl: no it's not..please its too scary

Guy: then tell me you love me!

Girl: fine..i love you..slow down!

Guy: now give me a big hug(girl hugs him) can you take off my helmet and put it on?its bugging me..
*-----------------------------------------*the next day,a motorcycle had crushed into a building because of break failure,two people on the motorcycle but only one survived
*-----------------------------------------*

The truth is that,the halfway down the road the guy realised that his break broke out,but he didn't want to let the girl know,instead he had her say she loved him,felt her hug one last time then had her wear his helmet so she would live eventhough it meant he would die


P/s: this story i got from my friend sya..and if the story were kinda related to you we're sorry

I LOVE MY BEH FAREEL

Sorry kelmarin nda blogging uh..

Sorry kamu dmlm saya tidak blogging credit saya low vravishly ma...haha..anu my beh sakit tonsel ah..sampai bdarah2..ingau jua hati saya ne...then ea mrah saya psal saya tidak msg dia..*beh sayang..sorry ah..by owesh love you bah no matter what happen* kan kan? Saya cinta dia sangat2..i cant show my love with words bh..truly deep ne feeling saya pat nya ah..kamu2 doakan my beh shat ah..n hope kami kekal smpai akhir hayat..amin~

P/s: i love Fareel truly wa..no one can replace him in my heart..

Busy kami uh..

Haha..mau tau apa kes buat aku gan sayang ku busy?? Haha beh saya update fsnya and fs saya..aku? Mcm biasa blogging lah apa g kan.?bnrnya parut ku masih sakit wa aku ndatau y..mybe aku ada slh mkn x wa dmlm uh msa sahur..p ntah eh..huahaha p nw? Okay sikit..sikit ja oknya uh..not 100% okay..huhu..tusyen? Hmm kinda bored..still stuck arah topic coordinates cus syairah and aiman nda datang..durang dua ane slalu nie bjanji hahaha..nda deh..jokes ja..nw? Aku nunggu beh FAREEL saya online..aku rindu bravishly arah ea ne..alum pun pnah bjmpa p rndu nya Tuhan ja yg tahu..huhu..karang sahur mkan apa ah? Aku nda slera actually tkt ku sakit pa0t g mcm tadi pagi ah sengsara nyamu rasanya..

Ane lu ah p/s= Beh FAREEL i love you so damn much!

Today...today...today...

Huhu..tadi sahur sya bngun kul 4 lalu..mkn nasi+ikan nyum3...aha then saya bca buku sekajap n tidur sekejap..then aku tbngun kul 6 tepat bcus parutku sakit nda tau kenapa..msane ada skit2 sakit nya..mybe ada slah mkn im nt very sure..then kami na bnyk belajar cus sorang2 lemah..mklum 1st day kulah tyme puasa haha..then minyak yg saya bwa tdi tumpah nsb jua last minute..kan blik udh eath pksa ku balut dgn tissue..huhu sadis bnar..ane ja lu ar..
P/s= jan ganggu saya..SAYA SEDANG DATING DENGAN BEH FAREEL.!

Oh crap gue kinda trkna dmam ja.!

untuk beh FAREEL tersayang..jantah cemburu bh..ne by buat nama beh dh ah..hehe...huh~kamu aku mcam kan dmam wa..batuk2 saja dari tadi entah apakah masalahnya..aku tidak mahu dmam wa..huhu..
Kamu2 ne aku nak ceta sal beh fareel saya ne..

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We've been together about 3 months msuk 4 months! Chewah hope jua btahan forever! Amin!
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Dia seorang yang caring,kadang2 pemarah :s itu yg buat saya jadi takut..if my beh marah marah bnar until aku pnah cry!
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Spanjang we both being together,kami never seen each other! Siankan?p we're plan on that..
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Boyfriend a.k.a laki saya ane seorang yang suka support aku..never meet this kind of guy before!
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Lupa..kami 1st kn0w each other from asiafreechat..my nick was "bbybubblegum95" and ea "waterboy" i still remember that!
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If kamu kenal ea kamu might be besemangat bh..mcm aku! Exam aku semangat pasal dia ugut aku! Haha he said "if by can't reach 70% above jn sama beh" sayang bh saya pat Fareel toh!eath tkt..i didn't want to lose him ma..~
Ane ja eh karang tpkat kmu pt beh ku! Marah saya toh.!
P/s: beh FAREEL,SAYA CINTA KAMU SELAMANYA

Tutup air dkawasan kami! Then, ceta untk today..

Hye kamu..today is our 2nd day of Ramadan..alhamdulillah kmi sefamily dpt jalani dgn baik tnpa ada halangan..huhu..aku sahur with my adq round 4 then kami smbhyg then tidur g..my mum bwa aku kumah nene..aku mls ikt awalnya then daddyku ckp "agath dgni mamamu" *beh sory by nda tmsg kinda in hurry* then pat umah nene..nene bgi bubur kacang..*aku suka bubur kacang my grandma* pas atu blik sampai dumah nda beaing my dad said..so nsb my dad ada menakung air..syukur2..and umah kami btkar wrna dah..transformasi..aha..nw aku sdng lmpng2 nunggu urg atu mc or msg..mcm nda ja kna rndu dri ane..huhu..p/s= awayy na g bth berbuka nie..

Happy 15th birthday to syairah!

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Adikku puasa!

adik ku wa Nur Aina Syahzani puasa..haha she managed to do it walaupun nda sahur! Mklum kna bgi $5 leh dadyku kali ah..mun aku ca2 ee mski ku puasa staun..toingx..jokes!

A day we fight..

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Hye blog,
Today memang malang nasibku mau tau why?

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Dkit g na tbngun sahur..
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Pagi2 buta dah kelaie with my beh..for small reason

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Ntah sapakah yg msg aku trus2 tdi pgi uh tnya sal aku ma cuzen ku..mybe gf cuzenku..tluan cemburu sangat! Mrah2 trus2 *sesungguhnya saya sedang berpuasa..*
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Aku kna suruh bersihkan aircon..dah th diri ane alah habuk..kna suruh g..aduy2..
now? Aku terbaring lesu diatas katil..memikirkan sesuatu..and aku nda tau apa..aku akit pala..huh~

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Additional mathematics exam!

sapa bginya additional maths tdi snang? Aku hormat arahnya..huaha..honestly it was damn hard! I can't imagine ques nya cato..its lyke ugrh! Totally fucking hard wa..huhu..hope jua pass..huhu..then poa! Not bad dpt jwb jua..p nda pulang 100% lurus..atu bnar pintar th urg atu..haha..bh kang g ku update away jap

Sorry 4 the lambat updating..

hai...kamu semua..sorry aku btah nda update uh..okay anie apa ku buat sbtah ane..
§ Saturday | aku exam biology and bahasa Melayu..biology for me? | 1. NOT to difficult,sadang2 jua lah..ganya ada ku nda smpat jwap nda cukup masa bui...2. Ada ku jwb ikt ayat ku sendiri aha hope lurus lah nda yg salah..then Bahasa Melayu? | memodern krangan totally hard..pyh bh ayat nya uh..ringkasan nya cool pasal banjir rindu ku pulang kn main air..ahaha

§ Monday | ako sakit pa0t..nda nyaman rasa pa0t ku..mmy ckp muka ku pucat..nda g ku bemaya bh..kami exam geography and English..geo?| not bad buleh ku jwb bebaloi lah dgn usahaku membaca 3 hari 2 malam..haha..bnr2 bh membaca..then English? Comprehension nya totally difficult..words nya bnyak ku nda tau..p ada ku dapat jawap summary? Okay jua lah..gpun tyme tu aku nda brapa shat wa so,ayung rasa mataku..p alhamdulillh dpt ku jwb..

§ Tuesday..tadi | exam CHEMISTRY AND MATHEMATICS.. Chemistry totally na pulang totally sadang2 pyh p nsib ku dpt jwb nda tau lurus or nda saja..toingx..then Mathematics buleh jua lah n0t bad dapat djawb atu pun lpas teacher Shimah yg ajar..last year aku na brapa ne Maths ah..ngok ngek dkit..haha..p nw dpt dh pass =p..

Bh ane ja lu ah baby nak sleep2 nantok dh kan rehatkan my mind lu

Huhu sorry 4 the late update

hai kamo..haha rindu dh kan baca blog ku??toingx..okay here are what i've been doing yesterday..haha

Sunday- kaka alin ku bday..then lpas Asar cuzenku manggil makan dumah nya..then keLAMUNIN..Balik atu aku study exam na g btah uh..then..aku tdo..aha na bnyak ku buat..

Monday- aku pergi sekolah lah babe..haha..aku pkir ada extra..upanya nda pksa g tpun mama minta aga 12.30..huhu..then blik umah aku buat hw..non-stop bh hw kami ah..then malam aku tusyen..aha tyme tusyen ane kami banyak ketawa..and 1st time in my life dngar lelaki melatah..iaitu Aiman..haha..owesh nya f tkajut bni2 yg mlatah ane laki2 bh..cali2..:p..

Then tadi..Tuesday-actually kami ada extra p cancel so aku tpun g dgn eqaa..p mamaku tetap aga aku kul 2.30 sal ea ada class atu bangas ku nunggu..so aku revise biology..adalah msuk skit2 dkpala ku ane..na jua semua haha..p/s:lupaku..syairah tdi gyla arah kim ki bum..haha..:p..then blik rehat2..buat hw g..tiring wa hw saja..uwaaaa :/ pyh jadi urg pintar ane haha..bh ane ja dulu a..ahaha.. Tata

Today

Dear azura my blog..
today aku jalan ke Bandar dady bwa breakfast then trus ke Kiulap ea kan check laptopnya cus bemasalah..then kegiant routine stiap x kbndr grnti singgah..my dad check money dia dlm bank..then on the way blik durang mummy planning kan buat garage..then afta Jumaat prayers kami ketempat urg mkan2 sblh umah niniku then husbandnya ckp arah ku "lawa ya makin muda dah" malu i toh ea ckp g dpn anak angkatnya..haha kira menyindir p aku ign0re nt intrested..huhu..ada g ea ckp "jangan ko jalan sorang2 kna ambl leh indon krg" ketawa ku..then trus ikt my mum keblakang tempat bni2..msa makan pun tiba..aku makan nasi and daging lalap ja..p karas eath na bnyk ku makan..aku bnyak makan kuih ja..kuihnya nyummy! Haha ku kan tapau p malas jua ku sal mlm kami pt urg makan2 jua..then kul 5 kami jalan ke Lamunin dady kan bli pisang kn dcucurnya ecuk pgi..aha then blik..nw aku nak mandi kan jalan jap g..hehe..tata blog syg

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Tdy kami ada extra class from 1.30-2.30..as usual kami begila g time tengahari ah..kami na lunch sal puasa..then durang c khal ne buat tudung style indon hahaha..f sapa leat granti ketawa..haha..c khal yang labih haha..kain nya ea tingkaikan..haha cant explain cana usulnya haha..then c eqaa ne btnya pasal c cheez bf syairah..pyh ku explain..nda pham2 dah ketiga kali baruth ya pham..sekalur bnar ee...haha..ngalih ku ketawa wa f ada c eqaa ah..tired ku..haha..ngalih ma tired na sama ka?then class start..lalalalalala..then blik umah aku tdo..pai 5.30..then ke aliq..sungkai..hahaha

Jerebu

Oh crap! JEREBU LAGI! My mum said its effect from the eclipse..nt sure lah..huh! I felt hard to exhale or inhale..i hate it! I felt lyke i just want to collapse bah..kan bruping pun hard..haha..huh~hw tdi kana bgi geography,biology and chemistryku alum siap wa..pksath ku buat ne..urgh!! Aku babal yg balancing chemical atu wah..sh*t eh..huhu..n0thng much hari nie..kami bca Ratib Al-Attas ja tadi then kelibrary pnjam buku..krg g ku ceta kan tusyen lu